I don't steal art...

I  hesitate it to make this blog post. But, it had to be said. When I saw what's happening on tumblr. I have to say what really happened.  And all those accusations are false.  I do admit I rant a lot on my“friends only” facebook page. Whoever image capture my rant status and exposed my real name. Should really unfriend me now. 

 There’s a post on tumblr it has been getting a lot of  reblogs. And now everyone thinks I steal art. 

  I want to show you my proof of how everything got out of control.  One of my friends send me a slander post about me about the drama.

  I thought all of this drama was over a year ago.It got me really upset and I felt like shit. I really feel this was all a setup for me to go out of business. These people who posted and reblog that post that MSD made. Got me really upset. I rely on my sales and I have two kids to take care off. I feel atm they are just bullying me and get my shop out of business. 

First of all "I DON’T TRACE OTHER PEOPLE’S ART". I draw my own art. 

The post on tumblr tells lies about me.  I have been getting hate left and right. Shops are blocking me from tumblr. Without knowing of what really happened.  The post they posted it show my real name. I feel, it just invades my personal privacy. Out of fear of my privacy. I had to change my facebook name. So they can’t find me.

I really regret on posting in the first place but I didn't have any choice. I have been getting with  a lot of hate and harassment.

I know it was wrong, to take out my anger on someone. But, I just couldn't take it anymore. And I said mean things about MSD. I truly regret at this moment. I'm sorry if it made things worse but, I was so upset of all the hate I have been getting and my mental state is not well atm.

It first started it, when MSD first message me on tumblr. I didn’t know who they were. I never heard of their shop before. They message me to change the color scheme of my art. I did end  up changing the whole concept of my design to make it look unique.  I show them the changes of my design and they said it was cute. I told them I was gonna make them in to a pin and she said it was okay.

A month later MSD messages me on instagram. I was very confused, of why they were  upset with something we agree on.  

The bad part I invested so much money on my enamel pins. For MSD harassing me telling me I can't sell my pins anymore. I told MSD I won't sell them anymore. And they went and said they were gonna called their lawyer. Nothing I said to MSD make them happy. I did told them I was gonna take them down. And they threatened me so bad I just gave my pins away. 

My friend pm me on facebook she said that MSD made slander post on a facebook group page. My friend said its best to show your screencaps. Because it seems that MSD is lying in their  post. When I posted it my screepcaps.  All of my friends were saying it was not fair.   I never posted my screencaps in “public” it was only friends only.  It was my mistake for me  to say  MSD was gonna sue me.  I didn’t read the messages correctly, and  I freak out when she said she was gonna contact her lawyer.

My friend pm me on facebook saying MSD had done this before to other shops. MSD has a history of blaming other indie shops of the same thing. MSD seems wanting to push out smaller menhera/yami kawaii online business out of the competition. 

I wish  MSD would just settle this in private, instead going behind my back to call me out on social media. I didn't show the screen caps of the comment section of the public post group on facebook . It was so triggering to read.  Why do I have to be the one that I did wrong? She called me out first. So, I posted it my receipts, to defend myself. Please don’t go and message MSD. 

This is my respond of what I’m been accused of. MSD also got other shops to hate on me and I feel anything I do or say they wouldn't believe me. 

During that time I posted it my proof on my personal facebook.

 I got a message from another indie shop and told  me that MSD got hate and harassment from my fans. 

All of the messages were from my friends not fans. I never went public with my post it was “friends only” just because I have 3k friends doesn’t mean a lot of my friends saw the post. Only close friends saw it. She said MSD got a lot of hate that they  delete it their facebook. I said to her, I feel so bad for MSD. I will delete my post and tell my friends not to message them anymore. I said to her i want this drama to stop. 

I have evidence I never posted my status in public. The people that message MSD were only friends.

I'm very upset MSD got another shop involve with this. I never told my friends to go after them. My friends where doing it to defend me.  Why MSD got another shop involve on a drama they started it.  I send her a message  I posted my  statement. She said it was okay. I wanted it to tell her what really happen. I show her my screen caps. And she didn't care about the screen caps. She said of what I did was wrong. Maybe, she was right but, I wanted it to clear my name. I try to show her my proof. When I was about to message her she blocks me from instagram. 

This whole situation got out of control. My friend pm and said  I got posted it on 4chan. I was so shock how fast they were to throw me under the bus. I felt so defeated and I from all that drama that MSD made. MSD made me look bad. They even got another bigger shop to hate on me.

 I felt  my feelings were invalid. I felt I had no voice to back it up. And I felt I got defeated by all the hate.I started to get panic attacks and anxiety. I suffer from that too often.

 If someone would do this to you. I’m sure you would show them what really happened. 

Right now there is post circulating on tumblr.  And all major tumblr blogs block me and I can’t defend myself or message them of what really happened. 

If I get back lash for this post I know I did the right thing to protect my reputation and my family. I’ll do what it takes to clear my shop name.

It’s so mess up people would find this drama on tumblr too be more important, then what’s really happening in around the world today. 

I did block MSD from all my social media. I got upset of with what they done to me. If MSD would of first message me on tumblr and ask me not to make them. I would not make them. I feel they needs to learn  of  how to deal with competition. If you can’t deal with competition. Why do you have a shop anyway??? And its not fair for other indie shops to feel afraid to make their own things. If an artist wants to make a bandage or syringe art. Let them do it.  But, like I said I’m not afraid of MSD anymore.

This is my side of the whole drama. 

But, please don’t go message MSD and spread hate. I want this to be over.